A Little Deeper

Happy Tuesday Father!

Ever since yesterday’s Meditations Monday post Father, I’ve had the phrase You gave me: “Transformational Benevolence” running through my head.  I thought initially that it was simply something You’d placed on my heart to help me make a point, but it’s become apparent that You’re not done with what this concept can teach me yet.  Therefore, today I thought I’d delve into it a little deeper, and see where it takes me.

The scholarly side of me said “Start with the dictionary!” 🙂

Merriam Webster’s online dictionary defines benevolence as “disposition to do good”, and transform as “to change in character or condition”.  Paraphrasing those two together, I can easily arrive at a meaning for this phrase as:

“A fundamental change of perspective leading to the desire to do only good”.

Wow… No wonder this phrase has been haunting me.  As Christians this is our ultimate goal here on Earth; to have our sinful natures overwhelmed by Your Spirit and to walk in the example Christ set for us.

And what steps can we take to fuel this “fundamental change of perspective” Father?  Thankfully, all those answers have been provided for us in Your Word:

Prayer.

Time spent in the Scripture.

Unselfish service to others.

Opening ourselves to Your Voice.

Fellowship.

Forgiveness.

Desire for true transformation.

Such an encompassing phrase this has turned out to be Father.  You’ve given me much to pray on, and even more to strive for.

Thank You Lord, for placing such a powerful impression on my heart with this statement.  I pray for Your guidance and nurturing as I walk along the path You’ve laid in front of me, and for my procession to lead me ever closer to Your footsteps.  May we all find the Transformational Benevolence that brings us joyously to the foot of the cross.  Amen.

~Phather Phil

Meditations Monday: Transformational Benevolence

Dear Lord; Happy Meditations Monday Father!

Well Lord, yet another weekend has come and gone at the Malmstrom home.  As seems to be our norm as of late, it was a somewhat hectic weekend but also one filled with fun, laughter, and the company of good friends.  Your Presence was felt in abundance, and I thank You for Blessing us with these times of recreation and fellowship.

This week’s Meditations Monday verse is taken from Chapter 4 of Paul’s Epistle to the Ephesians:

“Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.” – Ephesians 4:31-32 (NIV)

Wow… no pressure there Father.  😉

This a powerful, relevant verse Lord, and one all Your Children should take to heart more thoroughly.  As the fragile, broken beings we are, we often allow our sinful natures to overshadow Your Desires for us.  Feelings of inner conflict and malicious intent eat away at our souls, and obscure us from Your Voice.  In this passage, Paul reminds us that You Blessed us with the perfect example of Divine Forgiveness.  You set the bar, and guide us in our Walk to emulate that behavior in our dealings with one another.

And as we discussed on Friday’s post Father, You know our hearts, not just the persona we put on for others.  “Surface forgiveness” isn’t what Your edict to us defines, but instead we’re to strive for true, transformational benevolence.  It’s a steep climb to be sure, but one that leads us ever closer to Christ’s Footsteps and to Your Kingdom.

Heavenly Father, I thank You once again for Your consistent guiding Presence in my life.  Please help me to cast off the chains of sinful emotions, and reach out to others in the nature of true forgiveness and compassion.  Help me to make decisions that best glorify Your Will, and to bring Your Light to those around me.  Amen.

~Phather Phil

The Lord Looks at the Heart

Dear Lord; Happy Friday Father!

As you’re aware Father, during my Scripture reading time as of late I’ve been reviewing the books of the Old Testament.  I always find wisdom and vital foundation in those pages, however once in a while I run into a passage that seizes my heart and connects me to Your Word even more deeply.

Such was the case as I read from 1^st Samuel last night.

Samuel had recently delivered Your condemnation of Saul’s disobedience in the battle with the Amalekites, and was mourning the situation when You instructed him that he was now to travel to Bethlehem for the purpose of anointing a new king.  You indicated that it was to be a son of Jesse, but gave no specifics as to which son had been chosen.

When Samuel reached Bethlehem and was received by Jesse and his family, he saw Eliab (Jesse’s eldest son) and due to the young man’s stature assumed that he was Your intended selection.  You however, used that moment to teach Samuel (and now me) a valuable lesson…

“But the Lord said to Samuel, “Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.”” – 1 Samuel 16:7 (NIV)

You know Father, while I already knew that to be the case, this verse still left a powerful impression on my heart.  We spend so much of our time tending to our outward appearance and presentation, but in the end You know our hearts; what we think, our motivations, our fears, and our convictions.  The more we focus on true transformation of our inner selves and less on impressing the world around us, the more obvious Your Presence becomes in our daily lives.

What a wonderful lesson to pray on going into the weekend.  🙂

Amen.

~Phather Phil

Thankful Thursday: Seeing Through the Veil

Dear Lord; Happy Thankful Thursday Father!

Well Lord, once again we come to that day of the week where I compose my list of some things I’ve been thankful for over the past seven days; Thankful Thursday.  It’s been a topsy-turvy week, but even in times of uncertainty and sadness, I still find so much to give thanks for.  These posts have ended up being a Blessing to me Father, as each week I now take more special care to note all the “little” miracles in my life, instead of being consumed by the chaotic world around me and missing them.  As I’ve said before, I am truly Blessed.  🙂

Anyways Father, on to the list!  Some of the things I’ve been thankful for this week are:

91. Jonathan’s excitement in starting confirmation class at church.

92. Father’s Day dinner with my Dad.

93. The Holy Bible.

94. Facebook.

95. Fax Machines.

96. Seeing my children perform unprompted acts of kindness.

97. Twizzlers. (These should have a warning label about being addictive)

98. Neighbors who mow your lawn while you’re out. (Thank you Donna!)

99. A “Wall-E” toy robot of Aidan’s that he gave to me for my desk at work. (I smile every time I look at it)

100. Boston Crème Donuts.

101. Watching the blur of glow sticks flying around the back yard on Friday nights as the kids burn off steam.

102. The family of cardinals that’s taken up residence near our home.

103. Having a local Christian Bookstore with a good selection.

104. Teriyaki grilled salmon.

105. Feeling and recognizing Your Presence in my life.

And so much more…

Heavenly Father, I lift my heart in praise for all of the Blessings You bring to our lives each day.  You are truly a compassionate and caring Shepherd, and I rejoice in the love You show to Your flock.  Please help us see through the veil of our mortal shells, and relish the joy that Your Divine Presence brings to us all.  Amen.

~Phather Phil

A Heavy Heart

Dear Lord; Happy Wednesday Father!

Today Lord, my heart is heavy.

As You know, each year my family and I spend a week in the Pocono Mountains at Chestnut Grove Resort.  It’s a wonderful place, overflowing with charm, love, and life and we very much look forward to returning each Summer.  The family that owns it and their staff go out of their way to fill our stay with wonderful memories, and are always diligent in their efforts to ensure that we all feel like extended family.  It’s a place caught quite happily in a gentler, simpler time and a welcomed oasis from the chaotic world around us.

Today, I received the sad news that the husband of the family that owns it was killed on Monday.

Rob was a giving, caring man, and worked tirelessly to bring smiles to his guests’ faces.  He was a good man Father, and will be sorely missed by all those who came to know him.

I pray that Your Comforting Embrace is felt by all those mourning his departure, and especially to his wife and children during this time of grief.  We celebrate the light he shared while among us Lord, and although he will be missed we rejoice in the knowledge that he resides in Your Kingdom now.

Amen.

~Phather Phil